suke vs xsuke

arghhhh...xsukenye kena suke owg yg kite xsuke!fine!she's ur fren!respect2!i think me and the rest of the world seems to be having a communication problem..i still feel angry at him now,but its a different kind of anger.i dont quite know where im headed..it seems that every few years im shovelling up the pieces of my life and starting from stratch all over..no matter what i do or how hard i try i cant seem to reach the dizzy heights of happiness,success n security..like so many people do..im not talking about bcoming a millionare and living happily ever after...i just mean reaching a point in my life that i can stop what im doing, take a look around me..breath a sigh of relief and think..where i want to be now..think positive..its better way to solve a problem..